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In conjunction with Christmas which bears great significance to me, i will start removing my works, probably all of it if i'm unsentimental, within an hour. this is just to anticipate my resubmissions of them in ~idyllis (https://www.deviantart.com/idyllis) my new account, soon. i'd like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a-god forbid- warm, and wonderful christmas, many many times more happiness and childish innocent mirth, and a joyous new year, another year, like a surreal repitition of all years past, bringing  new hopes, new dreads, new doubts, new round of taxes, new dreams, new experiences, new love, new bloodshed, a new annual jackpot winner, new creations,

well, well, well... nothing much happened since i last garbaged on my journal. what does it take for people to even blog? isn't it terrifying? locking yourself down into a tight suffocating schedule? setting all the -musts- and -havetos- that you make part of your life? all the routine, and yet people enjoy it. is it the joy of humouring people?or is it the hunger for communication? or is it an outlet for your alter ego? whatever it is, i will never be able to do it like a routinal(?) clockwork pig. maybe a truly mad scientist should come count the days between the gaps of my journie (journal, or even journey) to locate a scientific, ear

i'm feelin stoopid. i'm having a stoopid smile on my face. why is it so? is it my diet? i ate alot of porridge and sausages. i think they don't go well together. and i believe i can almost taste the preservatives in the sausages. i have always loved porridge, plain white porridge. i think it's because it's so full of liquid, i don't have to get a cup of water for my thirst, when im having something hot or spicy, just take porridge! i believe that's how i grew to enjoy veges too. yeah, the big secret for me to like the disliked is the water quantity in it! teehee. i'm really feeling stoopid. i wanna rant! but im ranting nuts. i wish someone